H.M.D

One day our daughter will be old enough to understand,
The meaning of these initials.

Gratitude to you,
For giving her to me,
Despite the previous denial I was in at first.
Thank you for the patience,
Subsequent tolerance and strength of raising her.

I may never know the capacity and content of the tears you shed,
The many secrets in your chest that you have to keep to make her happy.
Certainly not will I replace nor compare motherhood to fatherhood,
For your heart and soul both you'd sacrifice to see her through.

Like my departed mother did,
Just to see me get the best in life.
Her powerful connection to the Holy spirit directed her,
She set me on a path on day four whence she departed.

I may never get the chance to thank her like a son,thus

My poetic self forever writes,
Inside my heart,
Imprints of concealed appreciation in mind,
No day goes by without her protection over me,
I feel it for I have seen it before,

In the lives of my sisters.
They love their children beyond themselves,
Forsook earthly pleasures,to protect and provide for their babies.
I thank them for being available for my special sleeping angelic nephew.
For teaching and caring for my ever growing nieces and nephews,
No work is easy,parenthood is no float of a simple cloud.

I know what mother is,
I have seen and live to observe her daily,
I give abundant thanks to God for this special creation he gave unto us,
As grandmother,aunts,sisters best yet,

You MOTHER.

M.O.O aka Carswell evoL your son

BLOCK OF SILENCE

As time overtook age,a hidden constant within was by passing sound.

In time,growth was continuous for I and them that knew me.
In age,i met trouble and struggles older than me,but never bigger than this,

This vacuum of immense Thought Drop Silence.
I let it pervade my heart,watched it swallow my pride,roamed in it blindly as it shaped my mind.

That very dome of solitude ricocheted balls of confusion,
With every rebound the blocks crumbled one by one as sound occupied my cave.

Sounds of poetry,reality,love,patience,

encouragement and Divine Guidance.
Now i pick up the speck of silence,on my finger tip.
And blow it away,in a noisy gust of emancipation from self-bondage.

By M.O.O aka The stringed harp

NO ONE CAME.

an invitation of sorts

none was to miss.
clads were stringed
emotions were high.
nothing in the ordinary
i meant extraordinary.

classy cars no bikes.
jets of privacy.
super perfumes.
no grooms.no bests
dressed in pretty
blacks vestments.

twist to turn no wed
another burryday
whats this where are
the guests?silly cards.
the info was misguided.
did they or did not come.?

sorry the venue wasn't
mentioned. but who dint
notice the supernatural couple?
or the wedders?
you didn't come anyway.
see you there.

CAN

In my willingness i seek to achieve,so i sip the soda can of struggle coke.in the act i concieve,several yokes of experiences of both good and bad,its cause i could. i wanted to,now am through,its here got nothing to fear..we all can,take that turn now. 

by carswel evol

POETICAL NUMBERS

1615201825 is more than 231518419  Beyond 142113251819. 11920181514151393112 likd black holes. 15331516954 space. 161551319 rain figures. Filling the 1325192093112 thirst of 11820 

carswell evole

THEY FAILED ME

Pebbles they were,
Rocks they became,
I balanced on them when,they were.
Held and trudged upon them,when they became.
Forever grateful i am for the life skills.
Ever more i will recall the real hard surface they let me touch.

Now that am at the top of my personal mountain.
Looking at the rocks and stones,
Finally i know what to and never to entertain.

The latter,Winds in Absentia.
The still invisible yet existent airy-kin.
Their zephyr of good wishes,words of little meaning,that failed to move my being.
Yes,them that tornado my mind with ideas and failed to lift me off to flight.

Oh! Yee have failed me,yet capacitated to fly me.
You egocentric winds,pure unforthcoming change for me.

Depart from my face and let i become I,
At last allowed to declare,'YOU failed me!'

M.O.O aka The pass boy

RELEASE OR QUARANTINE?

Demography,
Geography,
Gender.
Age.

Curb,
Obtain,
Courtship.
Parenthood.

The shape of life is staired,
Either irregularly paired,
or regularly squared.
We find shame in familiar places,
Stamp fame over unventured traces.

Bond to fulfill culture.
Pendulum swings affirming the law of nature.
Sowing coincides with reap.

As man toils to control sanity,mortality leaps.
For restricting malevolent norms unleashes explosive neferity.
Asleep or awake this is the in-between reality,
Of capturing the needless,freeing the worthful.

Farm dilemma of the cow or bull?

By M.O.O aka C.E the free prison-worden